Friday, September 14, 2012

Overcoming Obstacles

I had an amazing day today. One of those God-filled days where you feel divinely connected and completely relaxed within the center of your being. Everything feels just right, no where to go, nothing to do. Just flowing with the day in complete harmony. These are the days that heal me. I know it has something to do with surrendering to spirit. But this feeling of harmony doesn't come often. If anything, I may catch fleeting moments during the day of this feeling of perfection.

Most of the time, however, my mind is busy yacking...usually going on and on about something that doesn't matter whatsoever...Even when I am taking a bath contemplating spiritual pursuits or God or enlightenment. I am still busy in my head, too busy to sit with myself and be PRESENT. Haven't we figured it out yet? You don't experience God through the intellect. I will never attain any type of spiritual illumination tomorrow or the next day---this feeling of harmony and connection to God only happens within the present moment. 

And that's what I got right today. I am over being stressed about my life purpose, my path, my relationship, my food habits. No amount of mental activity is going to be beneficial for any of those areas of my life. When I start worrying about these things, its not because anything is going wrong...I just fear that it will in the future. I over evaluate everything!

 Today I relaxed and laughed alot. I allowed myself to be playful and just do whatever the hell I wanted to do. Which ended up being writing in my blog, taking a long bath, cupcaking with my love, laughing and playing with him and being total nerds, and then taking a divine nap with the sunlight on my face. Later we went out...I swear I didn't stay in the hotel all day.

To make a long story short. Today I felt blessed. Because I was out of my head and into my heart.

13 comments:

  1. Sophia I love your blog. <3
    In health,
    Wendy Dennis-Campbell

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  2. We've figured it out; we just haven't fully realized it yet ;)

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  3. Nice blog! Seems like Dan found his perfect match, keep the entries coming!

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    1. I will! I am having loads of fun with it!

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  4. Thank you for sharing with us. You're a beautiful soul to behold. Hope to meet you soon! Florida ?

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    1. Thank you :) We may head to Florida after this but not sure. Thank you for reading!

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  5. What an absolutely beautiful blog post. : ) "Out of my head, into my heart." :D

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  6. Sophia!Thank you for sharing...
    I am really looking forward to following your posts.
    Peace, Love and Sunlight to you.
    xxxLovexxx

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  7. love it sophia....the best moments ive ever had, were like you described. thanks for sharing your thoughts=i always feel so much better, hearing other peoples brain lol. much love to ya.

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  8. Thanks James for being here and commenting :) <3

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