Most of the time, however, my mind is busy yacking...usually going on and on about something that doesn't matter whatsoever...Even when I am taking a bath contemplating spiritual pursuits or God or enlightenment. I am still busy in my head, too busy to sit with myself and be PRESENT. Haven't we figured it out yet? You don't experience God through the intellect. I will never attain any type of spiritual illumination tomorrow or the next day---this feeling of harmony and connection to God only happens within the present moment.
And that's what I got right today. I am over being stressed about my life purpose, my path, my relationship, my food habits. No amount of mental activity is going to be beneficial for any of those areas of my life. When I start worrying about these things, its not because anything is going wrong...I just fear that it will in the future. I over evaluate everything!
Today I relaxed and laughed alot. I allowed myself to be playful and just do whatever the hell I wanted to do. Which ended up being writing in my blog, taking a long bath, cupcaking with my love, laughing and playing with him and being total nerds, and then taking a divine nap with the sunlight on my face. Later we went out...I swear I didn't stay in the hotel all day.
To make a long story short. Today I felt blessed. Because I was out of my head and into my heart.